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Jason recommends the album, American Weekend by Waxahatchee

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October 4, 2001 // 9:11 a.m. // Hopelessly devoted to you

I just read through past entries on this subject and I nearly laughed. In fact, I smiled. In fact I'm smiling right now. I can imagine others smiling while reading it.

The subject: Cass.

Or Cassie rather. I mentioned on the 31st of July how I thought the name "Cass" just didn't fit her. Her real name isn't Cass, it's Cassie or Cassandra. At least that's what they called her on the radio.

I had the tasting for a vanilla smoothie, and took the 50/50 chance that she'd be working there today. She was, and it was just a matter of time before the minor crush returned.

I ordered my smoothie and did my best to avoid staring at her. It was tough.

"How have you been?"

"Not bad."

She remembered me. How cool. Maybe she's one of those people who remember everybody. Maybe I have "one of those faces." People always recognize me. Maybe there are very few people who order vanilla smoothies at seven in the morning when everyone else is ordering coffee. Or the fact I go with vanilla when they have an assortment of more exotic flavors. Whatever the reason for her remembering me, I'd like to think it's because she just does.

"Did you like expresso in yours?" I told her no. That's what's been making me sick I believe. My smoothie was finished in a matter of minutes, but I was disappointed when my total came to $4.00 even. It meant no change for a tip for Cassie.

I'm enjoying it now. Definitely the second best smoothie she's ever made, but it doesn't have that hint of cinnamon like the first one did. She broke the mold with that smoothie.

Jason

Random Dandy Warhols lyric: (who am I kidding. Random my ass.)

"you're so witty and white

and we roll

all of your gold tonight

you are so out of site

but your girlfriend hippie trans love to fly

it's fair because

I get higher than I think I was"

-Coffee and Tea Wrecks

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