Things to do before the end of December:

Gain the courage to go into Petco.

Gain the courage to go into Petco when Randi's working.

Gain the courage to talk to Randi, ask her out and be strong when she dumps me.

Don't feel sorry for me. It's inevitable.

Clean my room.

Become a better student.

Get a job.

Learn to save my money.

Get my old sleeping pattern back so that I'm not always staying up late, napping the next day, staying up late, napping the next day.

Buy one CD I've wanted to buy for a long time.

Write that Emmy Awards script.

Compose a short story.

Compose some prose.

Compose anything that isn't based on T.E.N.T. or Angie.

Learn to avoid looking out of the corner of my eyes as if I'm paranoid.

Write a song.

Random Bonaduces lyric:

"And I guess this constitutes running away

Though it's months and months delayed

I'm through with self-pity here

I'm making the big changes

To self-pity in new places.

Since you've gone I act out scenes

From our old arguments to blow off steam

And I play you and the cat plays me

And I never look too good obviously There's a message that's on my machine

It's been there for over a year

I can't take it off

I play it back to hear you

I pretend it's brand new."

Sara Shut Up

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