"I knowingly persued a relationship that I knew was doomed. I don't know, I just had to."

There's a song by that dog. called, "Anymore" and it fits my mood perfectly. In fact, the whole album does. I listened to it while driving home from campus on Thursday and realized how much I missed and overlooked that album.

The album (Totally Crushed Out) is truly defining me lately. The songs are dead on my mood right now. I picked up the notes about each song from a bio a few years ago, and Anna's quotes about each song (see italicized quote above) and what they're about fit my mood too.

Maybe quoting "Anymore" and singing it before I go to bed will help kick it out of my system. Don't worry, it's a short little song:

I can't do this anymore.
I can't think here anymore.
I can't sit here anymore,
and wait for you.

I can't be there anymore.
I can't compete here anymore.
I can't give treatment anymore,
and be sweet to you.

Oh yeah. And my journal turns three today. Whatya know?

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