I'm not sure why, but I'm suddenly feeling very depressed or sad. I'm hoping it's just the medication I'm finishing up from a week after having wisdom teeth pulled. Though that wouldn't explain why I've felt normal all week and even earlier this afternoon.

Maybe I'm just a bit sad that my sister has left to start school. Or maybe it's due to feeling far too much pressure and the need for a major change.

I have the feeling that hanging out and talking to people I don't often talk with would help. I suppose this is my cue to call Britt up and see what led to her breaking up with her boyfriend of more years than I can remember in favor of a June wedding to someone else. I suppose it'd have to wait until next weekend, however. I really should have called her this weekend, but then again, I was busy and didn't feel the urge to.

Speaking of my sister, it's 10:47 and she just called letting us know she safely arrived home. She was unsure of how the roads would be on the four hour drive.

In fact, now that I think of it, I think I may have pinpointed why I'm feeling the way I am. It has to do with all this and more. I think I just need a change and if I still feel like this tomorrow, it'll mean some serious cleaning. If I didn't have to wake up so early tomorrow, I'd start cleaning now. But I suppose it'll have to wait.

As tomorrow is another (school) day.

Edit: 12:14. My sister just called to talk to my dad. Hearing her made me feel *a lot* better.

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