May 05, 2002 // 4:27 p.m. // All a jumble

All I did today (aside from take a nap) was watch the movie, Say Anything. I've begun to realize that no matter what the plot of an 80's love story, I relate.

I can make no sense of my life right now. I have no sure answers. I don't have one complete thought right now. I blame it on the spring, and anniversaries of a love affair that never occurred.

I can tell you all this: I'm feeling extremely tense. I've been totally on the verge of tears for weeks. Never knowing exactly what's going to explode in my face. Unsure where to turn. My head is full of questions that only my paper journal may be able to answer today.

Jason

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