November's/December's theme:"We diverge and I collapse into my bed/And you are shoved awkwardly into my head" A Separate Lid Behind Closed Eyes

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June 02, 2004 // 12:03 a.m. // Nothing like feeling enlightened at 3 a.m.

I had this epiphany last night. After the second time I woke up and was unable to get to sleep, I was able to piece together things in the T.E.N.T. story that I swear I wasn't able to see in five years. Can you believe that? This whole timeline from senior prom to the next year's senior prom and it took me five years to see the missing link.

Fortunately for me, that missing piece is a huge relief off of my shoulders and makes her so much easier to leave behind.

I also had an epiphany about someone else that was less expected, but once I start thinking, I can't stop. Maybe that's why I stayed up for almost two hours, with my only activity being thinking. There's not a lot you can do when you're (probably) running a temperature and can't get cool and can't stop staying awake.

I'm not looking forward to going to sleep, because aside from feeling hot and sniffling, I feel pretty good. I'm only going to feel worse when I wake up, and it'll take me more than half the day to feel better.

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