June 04, 2002 // 12:12 p.m. // Decisions
I want to be happy today. I'm not up for the less than happy feeling I had yesterday that I thought would carry over into today. I wasn't feeling all that great yesterday. Not physically, but mentally something was wrong. Somehow, I was able to hide it. But I don't like hiding it, nor do I like pretending. So I'll shut up before...yeah. I'll just shut up. Because I don't like always being unhappy, and you don't like reading it. Let's hope all that is stressing me out either fades away completely, or comes to some sort of resolution in the near future. The double life thing again, right? Right. I think I'll retire for the day. Clean. Listen to music. Write what needs to be written in the paper journal. Because she's out of town, and returning on or about Friday, and she needs to hear all that is stressing me out once and for all. Selfish? Totally. Jason Last time on Apexsensatin : Now on Apex : Apex Archives : Next time on ApexsensatinI read my archives today. Within hours of Andrew announcing he had a way we could save all of our archives in one swoop, I had just completed saving all of my entries. Yes. I had spent hours saving 500+ entries only to have a simpler way come along hours later. But I like having 500 entries in HTML anyway.