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June 15, 2004 // 10:42 a.m. // Giving up so easily
Why does he give up so easily? I really don't give up that easily at all. If it's something I truly want or believe in, I fight for it. I work through the thoughts in my head, I try harder than usual and I do my best to make it work. But there's something going on with me right now that isn't working and I'm not sure if I want to fight for it. I don't believe in it as strongly as I once did. I fake my way through it, contradictions and confusion aside, and keep it to myself, because I'm not the type to ask questions. I've always been one to deal with things internally, but some things are too confusing even for me.